Today was a hard day. It was supposed to be easy - I got a great night's sleep at the church on a soft couch, slept in an hour later, and was supposed to have a mostly film day of downhill, my first day without a pass or giant hill since leaving Eugene. And it was beautiful and downhill, descending from the cool New Meadows wet land plateu through a long canyon back in to the desert. However, in the same way that the river surged down the gorge, with rapids and we eddies and other rivery things, the wind surged up.
Wind. Headwinds strong enough to force me to work the entire 64 miles (4.5 hours on bike) to maintain basic speed down the hill. I turned around one to go uphill to get something a saw on the road, and found that climbing with the tailwind was actually easier than going down the hill. Bullshit.
My brain eats hills. Cycling is all mental providing your aren't actually injured. My brain has trouble digesting headwinds that blow you up hill, but this alone is generality not enough to get me out my mental game. Today was rough though.
I haven't mentioned this because I want it to go away, but it seems that my body decided this trip was going too easy for me to be able to use it in my "if can do xxx I can do anything" file. Starting around Halfway or Baker City I started developing a consistently worsening toothache. I've been hurt and injured a variety of ways, but if you've ever experienced it you know tooth pain is the worst. I managed to contact a dentist in Missoula who'll see me the same day I roll in (tues) so I won't lose any days. At this point I just need to keep riding and wait it out. "I will not worry about things I cannot control."
Well, anyway, it's screwing up my mental game while riding, but getting a cavity or whatever filled without missing a day (I hope), as will as climbing Lolo Pass with a toothache, will certainly bolster my "I can do anything" confidence file. The stupid thing is I almost went to the dentist before this trip just to make sure this didn't happen, but I was low on time and deprioritized it. Stupid! Haven't we ago seen Castaway!?!
I sleep tonight in a nice park with likely no rain in White Bird (pop. 90ish). Tomorrow I climb the daunting White Bird Hill. It's spectacular here. I think I'm going to go join some locals in the tiny bar after I finish my phone typed update. No open library or cell service here, but I can get some WiFi.
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